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Feeling old

Well I officially have made it to my 32nd birthday. While it may not feel old to some, it feels old to me. I woke up this morning and immediately started wondering if there would ever be a time where I would have enough hours in a day to complete everything I both need to do and want to do? I don’t think this early morning revelation was due to today being my actual birthday, as I often have some of my clear thoughts in the morning, but it was timely. Lately I have been wondering a lot about some of the things I really want to do in life. I suppose you could call is a bucket list of sorts.

Some of the things are totally irrational, but I have always been interested in doing them. One such example is I have always wanted to make a movie and show it at an independent film fest. I have always wanted some piece of my music to be in a Hollywood movie score. I want a vacation home in the tropics, I want a recreational property in Wisconsin, I want a lot more too. Slowly as I get older I am realizing the effort it takes to accomplish some of these things. Every year I feel like I am working to make myself a more well rounded person; hopefully that will help open up the possibility for me to check off a few of these items from the list. In the mean time I think I will try to use the rest of the day reminding myself of all I have accomplished so far in my 32 years…